A-W-E-S-O-M-E!
Thursday, March 24, 2011
and that
just because you have experience that
it doesnt mean that you would be alright all of a sudden. causesince pretending is not good, the only thing that i musnt do is
but hell no. itss freaking affecting me like hell. so fuck this mess and move on. i will. slowly. guess what jerk? i am. im slowly getting rid of the thought of you. and guess what? today just proves that i can when i try. and i swear today is an awesome day. after work that is. work was horrible cause i kept getting myself injured. if the injuries werent there along with my very good friend, then today would be the most awesome day after such a long time. i finally smiled a proper smile. even though there was this one moment where things went ... nevermind. i love today thanks to tallie. irritaing tallie. and now i want to get eeyore thanks to tallie. gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh. next time tigger will be there to join the crowd. and tigger is better than eeyore. tigger is nicer. more taken care of and more brand new than your eeyore. blueak! next lepak session, tigger will be there. haha. i feel so free whenever we slack. more please. at least im starting to smile truly now. no more of these fake-ness. it'll be over soon enough. i know i can get through this right now. i know i can trust myself to smile without hesitating. without any edge of plasticity. finally a chance to be able to feel the way i felt before all this. thanks ye tallie? me hearts you for making me the person i was before. not fully but at least something huh? i shall be a happy kid for the moment. please dont destroy my mood okay? okay. im done. tired know work work work. im feeling sick sia now. gahh. hopefully tak jangkit itu tallie.