someone is going to get me this right?

but can i please have this instead? yes, i want it in orange. so thanks!

this post is going to be uber short cause its a very short update on things.

okay, so prelims are over for now. got to start mugging real hard from now on. prelims results so far is very unsatisfying. so im going to start studying. going to ask teachers for help for my very weak subjects as of now.

im really damn sad of the fact about something i recently got to know. thanks for being there for me ridhwan. but as you already know, im very close to uztad hasan so i need time to finally digest that information. thanks for being there to help me get through this fact.

also, im going to be kinda sad cause of another reason. got to keep on trying to be strong. as of now, i need all the strength to be doing what i might be doing. ive no idea if i can do what i want to do. my mind says i should but my heart says no hence eventually poisoning my mind to say no to the idea my mind suggested. what im saying might not make sense to you. but thats only cause you have absolutely no idea what im talking about. gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahh. talked to ardie yesterday. got to know he's in the same school as a few someones. ohh wells. i guess that's what happen to those someones huh? well, i got to go. chao for now.