been bugging busy.
Monday, September 6, 2010
im getting too busy to update this blog due to upcoming O's and ongoing prelims. so i might not touch this computer much unless needed. i will upload pictures on facebook and update there a tiny bit too but i doubt that would happen much cause im getting real lazy to touch the computer these days. been out studying with my friend. going to mug with my closest girls that are of course very clever. furthermore, its the only way i can spend time with my twin whom i neglected for years. sorry twin. i still say we look alike no matter the difference. love you twin!guess what?life's been a total jerk and a bullet train. nothing goes slow or smooth anymore. now i totally understand the phrase, 'we can only plan but its ultimately up to HIM.' some people will never understand you. no matter what. some people can cheer you up just with their presence. some just ruin your day. things happen, shit comes but no matter what we've got to go through it. its not like we have so much time to lose nor do we have much choices for one problem. we still have to make it cause there's not much time. life is fast. im trying to get used to it. im trying to get use to this situation im in right now.
in case i dont update during raye, let me just say this;
selamat hari raye.
enjoy this day as we have no idea if we are going for the next one. anything can happen in a blink of an eye, and for those who have lost someone they loved a whole lot pray for them. they will be safe. they will be. hopefully.
to those taking their N's, all the best for all your papers. im a little too late but hey, at least i did wish you.
enjoy this day as we have no idea if we are going for the next one. anything can happen in a blink of an eye, and for those who have lost someone they loved a whole lot pray for them. they will be safe. they will be. hopefully.to those taking their N's, all the best for all your papers. im a little too late but hey, at least i did wish you.
to my babe who's all the way at jurong, do your best. i know what you want. you know what you want as well. so work hard for it okay baby? love you loads. maybe i should head to your house once you move to woodlands. silly you. keep moving. tsk. well, see you soon babe? love you laaaaaaaa. miss you loads tawu? sorry that time tak ajak turon east coast.
and those taking o's all the best. good luck. study hard. about a month more to go. so work hard. have fun mugging alright?
to someone i love so much,
i know times tough for you now. just know this one thing. WE are in this as one, we will stand by you no matter what. when you fall, we are going to catch you. when you cannot hold on any longer, be strong. i know they do not deserve this. but what's life without obstacles? this can only make them stronger. you are the strongest woman i know who made it this far without giving up no matter how painful it is. you never understood what giving up means. i salute you. i hate seeing you sad, i cannot stand seeing you cry. i love you. i may not be wise but this is for you. and that up there is what we need and will do.and to you,
sorry for being so bitchy and annoying these few months. you know what's happening to and around me. sometimes i just need to you shut up and just listen. at times, i want you to hug me and say some comforting words at the end of everything. im really sorry for being very irritating and annoying and all that i never was before some serious shit happened. i know it test your patience, i know my being a total annoying bitch is what you hate the most but you stood by me. you still are even though you are a jerk at times. but point is, you stand by me no matter what. thats what i love about you. you make a promise and you dont break it. where on earth can anybody find anyone like that? its hard. its rare. you're so special and im very grateful to have you around my life. hope you stay very long in my life cause i cant seem to afford to lose anyone anymore. enough is enough. and i know you have limits too. sometimes i go overboard and things goes out of control. fights will break out, anger will wipe away any sense of mercy. we can go for days not talking. but that wont help so we do what we must and move on. ive no idea why im typing all these. you know i love you so much right? thanks for being there for me through my ups and downs. thanks for doing everything to make me smile whenever im down or pissed. so seriously, when is it my turn to listen to your stories? bet you have lots of them. will be waiting.
to you know who you are. i miss you.okay im done here. buhbye people. till the next update. take care. il most probably update on 12 november earliest? so yeeah. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.