when can i spend time with the ones i love&need?
Thursday, July 29, 2010
sometimes the best thing to do is just walk away. sometimes you just have to stay no matter how bad it hurts. with people around you, you have to be strong. or at least try to be. the simplest way out is to just fake it. the hardest is to try to get back your old self.im getting really tired with all these. its sickening. i should be doing my coursework but im seriuosly downright clueless. at least im starting to do notes now. weekly study session with regina starting from today. im getting absolutely tired with everything that is happening. things are happening too fast. i hate it.
can i just shut down from everyone? i know its not the best thing to do. sometimes the best thing to do is follow your guts, instincts and heart. sometimes you just have to do it cause in life you have to take risks. without risks, you're not living your life.
FERRRRRRRRRRRRRR! babe, when i can spend time talking to you? i want our heart to heart talks. i miss that a whole lot. just like that we drifted apart. its just so fast. too fast when we knew too little of each other. gosh babe, i wish we'd have the whole of our class back): i miss you loads. hope you're doing fine coping with everything that has happened. & i totally miss the time i annoy yout hen you annoy the creep out of me till i hit you then you stop then start again. when can we have that? and the quote is from her blog.
We need to forgive ourselves for all the things we did, and for what we should have done. We can’t keep dwelling on the regrets of what should have happened; it’d kill us inside out. - Fer's blog.
just like that, you make me think. you made me think deep and careful. you make me realise what's going on. you make me smile to myself cause indirectly you advised me. see how awesome our bond is? meet up/see you soon okay darl? one sch, diff class. i wish this week not many girls come then i can head to your class then we can talk all we want. hopefully. see you round! and thanks for the indirect advise. SAYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANG kamu deh.
to that bitch! hang in there. its just part of parcel of life. sometimes you lose some, sometimes you gain some. sometimes you have to let something go in order for you to gain soemthing. fights are good for any relationship. just not too much of it. too much of something is bad, even the good ones are a curse - from i forgot what song. what's with me and singing songs when you say something which is lame or ive nothing else to do or say? anws, im glad i could be of help to you. its nothing much. you throw your anger, i throw mine plus some sensible things too.
and and i want this below can? it seems preety. but i want it in orange):
ohkay, that is all. im going to do my work now. buhbye people. im going to upadate whenever possible.